i think im drunk enough

Slight update

2006-05-14T23:49:19Z

Only one person responded to my post in which I asked you to tell me things to photograph...You can still respond to that post and I will do it, but here are those pictures for that person. :)

There is the number 5.

There are many things that catch my attention on my drive...so I'll explain each of them after the picture.

If I go South..it takes me to work and school, which is the direction I'm going in this picture. But if I go North, it takes me to my boyfriend's house, which is why this catches my attention.

This is my exit for school. So obviously it would catch my attention.

I have an odd obsession with riverbeds. I look at this every day. It was hard to take this picture because I was driving but this is out of the right side. Hehe.

This is a stapler, and I really like how this picture turned out.

My current favorite junk food.

And..inside my purse. Sorry it came a little blurry.

Welp, there you go!

I love...

2006-05-02T03:00:12Z

Lisa Loeb.

And the movie Ever After.

And my boyfriend. Because he fixes everything for me. <3

Stolen from societysedso

2006-04-27T20:29:54Z

Choose 4 random things.
I must photograph these things and post the photos in my journal.
Be creative! Under my bed. The view outside my bedroom window...

Post this in your journal and play along too :)

**I havn't updated in quite some time...so maybe this way you guys will be able to see what's been going on**

Weeee!!!

2005-10-15T03:52:59Z

I got a puppy!!

And finally, me and my boys.

Oh, I also like to make him black and white...

He's 8 weeks old. He's a dachshund, in case some of you can't tell... And he's lovely. He definately loves sitting in laps!
&hearts

"And sometimes planes, they smash up in the sky"

2005-10-02T10:22:43Z

I like it when the fog covers the road.

&hearts

wo0t

2005-09-19T10:05:36Z

My birthday is on Wednesday.

:)

Hurricane relief efforts...

2005-09-07T09:52:26Z

I openly admit that I have donated no money to the relief efforts. But I do feel that I have done something more. The last two times I went to the arcade there was a boy there. We began talking ... and have continued. He is stronger than I could ever be. I have come to find that he lives(lived) in the middle of New Orleans. He was hit by the hurricane. He got out there by sneaking onto a bus to get to an airport. He then took a couple flights to get out here and is now staying with a friend. He hasn't heard from his father. One brother of his is alive and he has heard from him. They still can't find his other brother. He doesn't know if he'll be staying out here permanently or going back home. All he knows is that he's been told not to go back until at least November.

Money means nothing when you can donate your time and your friendship to someone. Do all you can to make them feel welcome. To make them feel at home. My boyfriend has been doing the same for him. I just hope he can remain strong, and whether he stays here or not, I hope he is happy.

Here we go...

2005-08-30T07:25:51Z

And here are the long awaited...

We fed him fishies.

My grandma likes flamingos...so this is the start of lots of pictures of them...

This is the dog Jake has...except his is a midget and is cuter! <3

Duckies!

Jake didn't want to take a picture, so these are our angry faces! Grrrr.

And I like penguins...so this is the start of lots of pictures of them! XD

Jake won me a Dolphin! His name is Vincent.

And we were midgets!

And of course....we found a moose..

I hope you all(3 of you heh!) enjoy these! We had such a great time. I would have had pictures of the Violent Femmes show also...but House of Blues doesn't let you have a camera. :( So I didn't get to take any of those. Ah well....My birthday is coming up soon, so I'm planning to get a haircut and such...so expect some more pictures to come. :D

Meh

2005-08-22T00:32:58Z

I guess I had to...

1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.

2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.

3) (Make up your own)I'll tell you if you are more day or night.

4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.

5) I'll tell you my first memory of you.

6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.

7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.

8) If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written!

rants and raves are fun.

2005-08-20T06:51:47Z

Some things have been bothering me lately. Mainly today, but I like to say lately.

I find it humorous that some people have to lie for attention. Also to get person A do dislike person B just because said liar doesn't like person B. So this means person A is not aloud to like person B? And in all reality, it's because this liar is jealous of person B and hasn't gotten over it. One thing I've always hated is a liar.

My job is getting better, except I'm too damn reliable. They go to me for everything because they know I'll do it. But they do baby me because if they lose me they lose someone who is pretty vital. I do a lot. I think I have more clock-in options than anyone else!

One thing that hasn't been bothering me is my lover. He's great, and makes me smile, and lovely, and beautiful. And he tells me I'm beautiful. I love it.

And to these liars and "haters" and the like...I'll use a quote I've loved since a few years back.

You're just jealous 'cuz we're young and in love.

I hate how hard people try sometimes. I know that I, too, have my moments...but give me a break!

Excitement, what?

2005-08-01T10:21:56Z

Violent Femmes on Wednesday.
Sea World on Saturday.

I absolutely can't wait.

killmequietly @ 2005-07-28T01:59:00

2005-07-28T09:00:02Z

My boyfriend is better than anyone I could have made up.

Well, it sure has been a while...

2005-07-23T03:27:59Z

Tons of stuff has happened since the last time I updated.

In short...AX05 was amazing. Cherry and Tony are awesome. We are going to have a nudist house. XD
My work is being retarded.
Jake is amazing.

Anime Expo
This was so much fun! It was my first one and it was great. Let's see some of the key points: 24 hour arcade. Dances 'til 2am. 3am pirate auctions as well as hide and go seek and capture the flag. Duck Duck Yaoi on the last day. Meeting Cherry and Tony (which of course was a high point). And just finally getting to let loose and be myself. Here's a couple of the millions of pictures from that weekend.

That's enough of those for now. If you want more...let me know and I can send some to you through IM or something...they just take up too much room here.

My work
Well, I finally started training to be a server! Yahoo. Except for the fact that we had a company picinic on Tuesday. Not so bad, you may think. Well, over 75 people got really sick from the food...food poisoning. But .. seeing as we are a restaurant it is this huge thing now. Everyone who was there .. sick or not sick(me being the not sick) aren't aloud to STEP FOOT inside of our work. So I only have one out of five of my training days finished..and I can't work. So the paycheck I was counting on next week...isn't going to be very nice. Which I'm not looking forward too. It's still not absolutely certain when we can go back to work. Last I heard from my manager was this weekend, but I've also heard that we have to wait until we get a phone call saying we can come back. I don't know...I'm going to be calling tomorrow to figure that out.

My lover.
Absolutely amazing! He is so great and he makes me so happy. I am so lucky to have him. He's working at Starbucks now...so needless to say I drink entirely too much coffee. But that's okay. Kenpo is still going good. We have our yellow belts and will soon be getting our purple belts. Plans to move out in about a year are being discussed. Hopefully it'll all work out. (With the lovely Cherry and Tony.)
He makes me a better person and I am lucky to have that.

Life is pretty darn good right now. I cut my hair (as you can see in the above pictures) and I'm thinking about doing more with the color in the near future. It's still a debate in my mind. I need to go buy the next book in my series because currently I have nothing to read. Tomorrow Jake and I have the day off together and we will be having tons of fun. Do I smell an arcade trip in the near future? Call me if you want to hang out with us! <3

killmequietly @ 2005-06-29T00:07:00

2005-06-29T07:08:03Z

There is a lot that I want to say...
but I don't think it will come out just right.

I want some chocolate.

I try too hard.

2005-06-19T07:01:59Z

I think I'm just waiting for change.

Maybe I'll make it come faster than expected.

Hopefully, I should say.

I realized this today

2005-06-16T09:41:12Z

I like it when the wind blows just right and it makes me feel beautiful.

The sky fell and the stars had nowhere to go

2005-06-07T09:28:04Z

Random update:

I'm not enjoying work at all.
There is stupid drama.
It's dumb.
I think I'm going to the bright eyes show on Sunday.
This will please me very much.
I love Jake.

And...
We got our yellow belts in Kenpo.

Yay.

killmequietly @ 2005-05-26T15:27:00

2005-05-26T22:39:18Z

I keep promising pictures. And now I have some from when Jake and I went to Laguna Beach in April...and from Mammoth/camping a few weeks ago. I hope you enjoy them.

Searching for the meaning.

Coastlines and memories.

Ocean waves and incompletes.

The prince at his castle.

Even the birds dream.

And I must be dreaming.

The coolest bench ever.

Speaks for itself.

And now...Mammoth and camping...

Music and firelight.

All is well.

After snowboarding.

Thug life.

One view from camping.

View from the RV.

Rivers run wild.

I hope you enjoyed them as much as I enjoyed taking them.

Let the dream begin

2005-05-11T23:06:46Z

Leaving tomorrow for Mammoth with Jake and his family.
Will be fun and cold.
Never been before so very excited.
Don't like to write in full or proper sentences.
School almost done.
One more day of class, 2 finals the following week.
Shopping today for mountainy stuff.
Pack tonight.
Write paper tonight?
Make up more words such as mountainy.
Have to go back to work in an hour and a half.
It's okay though.
Doctor said I get to keep my appendix and gallbladder.
Can't spell gallbladder.
Will update with pictures when I return.
Good day.

sad face

2005-05-03T18:52:40Z

I think I have the flu.

sometimes I forget.

2005-04-30T07:34:48Z

I have found that some of the best things I write I never actually write down.

And most of the time it is while wandering around.

I wish my brain had notepad installed.

Sore eyes.

2005-04-13T06:23:46Z

Kenpo is good for my body.
I don't get hungry as much as I used to.
I am failing my history class.
I hope you don't mind.
I'm getting A's in my other 3 classes.
Jackie needs a friend.
I need a haircut.
And sleep.
That I put down in words.
Self improvement.
Mental improvement.
Help.
How wonderful life is.
Work takes up too much of my day.
I need more time.
Sunday.
Cameras.
Pictures.
Now you're in the world.

how could I forget?

2005-03-26T07:07:34Z

I have a new song and a new layout on my myspace.

http://profiles.myspace.com/users/1395623

Go check it out.

I have much more to write...but I will do it later.

Rain never falls hard enough.

2005-03-20T00:42:06Z

It's come to the point where I feel comfort hearing video games next to me. Because that way, I know that Jake is there. ;) Like right now.

Update:
Jake, his brother, and myself have all joined a Kenpo class. It is very fun and I'm glad we all get to do it together.
My spring break is this week.
I got a raise at work.
Bo and Jessica are coming down for a week, starting next Saturday.
In a month I will be getting another raise at work.
Being a bird is hot...temperature wise.
I havn't played DDR in a while.
I need to do 3 papers for my history class during spring break.
Overall, I am enjoying my life right now.

He makes her eyes sparkle. She sees herself in his eyes. A smile is contagious. Laughter is a gift.

killmequietly @ 2005-03-15T02:35:00

2005-03-15T10:36:24Z

I need to remember this website for history class and this is the only place I could think to put it.

http://odur.let.rug.nl/~usa/D/1776-1800/paine/CM/sense04.htm

Disreguard this entry.